grrrr ,

went i saw this picture , I can't stop remembering all of this but i don't know why i can't make it stop ! I may looked happy but in the inside , i'm getting hurt everytime i saw them together :( Life is getting crueller day by day and i'm the only person that have to suffer . but why not them ?! They're so happy there but me ? I'm the one who were left alone . Not them please don't make me suffler anymore .
I'm so sick of it :'(

p/s : i took this from someone blogger , not because i'm a copycater's because kita senasib .

then , since N coming to my life . i already can stop thinking of it and i happy with N untill now .
N , i love you so much . we're young but it's REAL :)